Hey Guys! How have you been(; lol well sorry for that long Long long long hiatus thing. It is now officially SUMMER~~~ Well we got out on Thursday (May 24) Haha and I have summer school…. (No not cause I failed -.-“) But my plans? To have a great summer :D annnnnnnd WRITE SOME SCENARIOS! >;D I have some ideas after today so I’ll dabble a little (Need to get back into that groove of writing)

I missed you guys. I haven’t heard from a lot of you T.T & I noticed a lot of the writers I use to know aren’t posting? (what happened to them) Aw well, if your still in school, hang in there^^ I’ll try to bring scenarios to the table to brighten up your day!

So what happened with me these past couple months? Lol nothing much. Just Tennis, Band & School :b Haha & of course lame me finally got my first “bfriend” word thing. You know, that couple thing? Yes I’m lame. Lol we’re done though (Jan30-April16) yes. It was hard. But you move on. Oh! And my birthday has passed! :) (April28) Hahaha That’s what happened with me^^

Feel free to say Hi! I really missed you guys :’)

Haha, did not notice that my blog was down. I’m not sure what happened? Sigh. I hate trying to find a nice theme for the blog T-T

Anyone have any ideas or suggestions to use?

• Please have endless scrolling
• And of course be able to put up some customize links to tagged scenarios

Anything else that would like to be suggested, go ahead and reply or ask. Haha, A nice theme for you guys to read and enjoy^^ Please make a suggestion on a theme^^

Well, Summer break is almost upon us^-^ Haha I guess that would mean I’m back in business for writing! :D Yay! Only thing stopping me, is final exams -___-“”

Haha, So what did you guys think? I know it’s something different xD I’m using it like it’s actually from your point of view. The scenario itself; I would really love to hear your comments on it. How was it ?

Its been a long time since I wrote a scenario that long xD 3,000+ words. I hope you guys enjoyed it as much as I had writing it xD

Read it Now:

Let me tell you a story about someone I love very much. Someone I love so dearly, that I would fight anything to be with them. Because of him, my life changed forever. I never thought it would end this way, we always thought it was forever… But sometimes… forever can only last so long. However, the feeling will never go away… and it’ll be forever with us. Till eternity.

It all started with a rainy day

The Beginning- Spring

It was a regular Tuesday afternoon for me, the only difference, it was pouring outside. After work I was heading home when this sudden down fall came and I was forced to take shelter inside a nearby café, just a couple of blocks away from the SM building, where I worked. I was on an internship to becoming a Manager for the company some day. But right now I, I was stuck answering phone calls, and delivering papers to all around the building.

“Would you like to order?” A soft polite voice asked beside me. I looked up to see a young girl holding a pen and notepad in her hand, patiently waiting for me to speak.

“Oh, just a hot coffee would be fine, Thank you” I replied as I was taking off my wet jacket and laying it down on my lap. She looked like she was only in high school as she walked away from my table.

I stared outside the window to my left and watched little raindrops slide down the glass. The café was very warm, very comforting compared to the cold wet wind that was going about outside. Before I knew it, the girl had come back with my hot coffee. She carefully placed the hot cup in front of me, along with a creamer and sugar. I thanked her softly before she left again to help her other customers. My cold hands wrapped around the cup, embracing the warmth that it was giving off. Carefully, I lifted the beverage to my mouth, where I slowly took a sip, making sure I didn’t burn my mouth. The warm liquid immediately relaxed my whole body.

“Ah…” I sighed, closing my eyes and inhaling the hot steam from my coffee. The aroma was just so relaxing; it felt like I was in my own world.

“Enjoying yourself?” A deep voice in front of me chuckled a little. My eyes snapped open, being welcomed by a beautiful face.

“Who are you?” I asked suspiciously, putting the cup down and looking at this stranger. He didn’t look bad, in fact, he looked…. familiar? He flashed me an award winning smile before putting his hands on the table, propping himself up, leaning more on my side

“My name is Kim Jonghyun. Haha, Uhm, I’m a trainee at SM.” He smiled. I looked at him; he was wearing a long gray rain coat and his hair was wet from the rain. “We kind of bumped into each other today, remember?” his eye brows lifting slightly.

I go through my day in my mind, and sure enough, I remembered him. I was delivering papers to a Manager in the trainee area until goofy me, wasn’t watching where I was going and bumped into Jonghyun in the hall way. Papers scattered everywhere. I was on my knees, picking up the fallen papers and apologizing when he helped me pick up and said it was his fault.

My eyes were wide after I came back to the present. I blushed from the embarrassment. “I-I’m sorry about that; Sometimes I don’t watch where I’m going” smiling a weak smile to hide my humility. He caught it and laughed softly to himself.

“It’s okay. I’m actually kind of glad we bumped into each other… I’ve been seeing you a lot around the building and wanted to talk to you, but never really had the courage to say anything.” He looked down at his hands and my eyes followed. His fingers where fidgeting; he was nervous.

“So… you decide to follow me?” my voice relaxing a bit

His eyes looked at me in defense, “No! I mean, I’m not a stalker! I w-was walking home when I saw you through the window, so I t-thought I this would be a chance to talk to you” his voice going soft again out of embarrassment. I giggled a little at his cute reaction, and Jonghyun’s face flushed a deep red.

“My name’s _______________. I’m an intern at SM” I politely introduced myself, holding my hand out over the table. Jonghyun’s face quickly lit up and shook my hand. That’s when everything began…

I will never forget that conversation we had.

I wrote more into the story, it’s not finished yet but I hope you guys like whats there now.

Key-

“_______….” he whispers

You were dreaming about being with Key as he whispers your name repeatedly…

Key: “_____, time to wake up ______….” Key whispers again

You felt the warmth of his hand as he placed it on the top of your head, softly stroking your hair. His touch was so warm against the cold air that if felt….. almost real?

Your eyes flutter open, vision a little blurred from the streak of light from your window. As your eyes adjust to the room, you felt something warm take your hand.

Anonymous asked: im one of your followers, but i cant log in at the moment.... i just wanted to say that i would support your writing no matter what your write about! even if you are my favorite shinee scenario writer. i wish you luck! thank you for everything!

Thank YOU for everything. Thanks to all of you who supports me<3

Anonymous asked: I think that anon was a bit harsh tbh >_< Your followers wouldn't want to see too much forced writing. So it would be nice if you came back, but don't be too hard on yourself, okay? <3

Haha, no they won’t harsh. I understand opinions and sometimes I need to face the truth that I really need to get back on track. I try not to force myself to write since it doesn’t produce a good scenario. Thank you! I’ll be back on writing after Test day (Wednesday) and I’ll try to write during Tennis Practice<3

Anonymous asked: You just don't post enough. You don't write enough. You can't expect 39580583 followers from a single scenario. You have to be a regular writer, even if your followers do not always give you ideas. Listening to music, watching shows, even eating food can give you ideas on your own. I've been reading you since the summer, and you've gotten pretty lazy. Your writing as always been something I could relate and enjoy. Stop worrying about followers, or feedback. That naturally comes.

I just have to say 1 thing. This was literally a slap in the face. I understand that going on haitus comes with a consequence and that’s slow progress. I admit I do worry about the feedback since my scenarios (In my opinion) have been lacking in expectations. I’m not all that worried about my number of followers, whether I gain or lose. My biggest challenge would be inspiration but mostly time and effort. I Thank you for supporting me from the beginning, and telling me the cold honest truth. I promise to work hard in writing and getting back to a regular<3

—x3WhitePanda

It’s 2012~ Happy New Years Everyone! Haha It’s probably waay past for you guys but it’s about 1:40am here. Well I want to wish you all a Happy New Years wherever you are!<3

I didn’t reach my goal of 600 followers but I don’t mind(x Sorry no scenarios, I promise to post ASAP, but schools going to start soon (Jan 4th) and I need to start practicing my Math Packets and my Music Piece for Band. I promise to write!<3

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE! ~ I hope this years will be splendid for you^-^

-x3WhitePanda<333333

Hi!^-^ I just woke up and it’s about 10:30am here (I didn’t sleep till 2 in the morning xD) And first thing I checked was “You’re first Christmas.” I was kind of sad that not a lot of people enjoyed it like I hoped :/ But I guess not a lot of people know it’s out due to it not showing up in the tags! I’m not going to repost it because it already was posted and some people liked it already but I’m kind of peeved that I didn’t hit the mark -.-” Ahhh, oh well… maybe today it’ll gain?

Today’s Christmas Eve will be busy. Last Night we went shopping for gifts and I bought my Christmas list items :D (Composition book, 6 colored pens) So now I can write down scenario ideas properly~ Also, my Mom left for work so that means I’m stuck at home wrapping all the presents and cleaning the house >.>

I want to work on some Christmas themed scenarios BEFORE Christmas but I think I won’t be finished in time to type it all out (I have 3 scenarios, and I need to think of one for Key…) Also, most of my followers (You guys) are AHEAD of me when it comes to time. It would be Christmas day for me, but the day after Christmas for you guys. So that just means expect some Christmas Scenarios AFTER CHRISTMAS. But hey, It’s Christmas everyday right? xD

Happy Christmas Eve,

-x3WhitePanda

T’was the day before Christmas Eve; You were putting on a heavy coat to keep you warm from the snow that suddenly appeared last night. Once you were all set, you grabbed your things and set out for the day. Locking your door, you rubbed your hands together to keep warm. Even with all the clothing you were wearing, the cold was still getting to you. Wrapping your scarf around your neck, you head out to the stores.

This Christmas would be your First Christmas with Onew, and you were excited. You thought of all the different scenarios you would have with him; Cuddling together to keep warm, exchanging gifts, Decorating a tree, drinking hot chocolate together… You wanted to do all of those with him…

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Onew: “It’s only for a few days _______.” Laughing as he was packing clothes into a suitcase

You: “I know… but it’s just Christmas is nearby and…” standing at his door way with your arms crossed looking down as you thought about your plans you had with him

Onew laughs lightly and walks towards you. His hand brings up your chin, his lips meeting yours. Your cheeks blush red, still flustered every time he did that

Onew: “I promise you, I’ll be back for Christmas okay? So don’t worry about it. I won’t miss this Christmas for the world since it’ll be our first.” Smiling before giving you another kiss, a longer one, a deeper one…

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